the word for become is a scarab beetle with an oval underneath

the sexual life of these natives is extremely lax. in some tribes of new guinea.
marriage is the end of the liaison.

it is hard to know whether the pleasure of tickling has a specific quality. there are predestined eroticgenic zones. many areas of the skin ahve the potential to become one. hysterogenic zone may be the clitoris. in the nineteenth century, it is said, vibrators were powered by steam.

treatment would be to trigger the fit: that was a catharsis. uterine stimulation

thoughts:
have a better exit strategy. have a story. always be ready to run, with your things, and at the first sound of a footfall, split up. Don’t be scared. Maybe pretend to sleep wherever you are hiding. Or go to sleep.
The guard came at 4.30. The lights were on.

what we wanted was freedom
and imagination led us to the dark spaces
where light meant something more
where words could be read clearer
because we didn’t think that words were invented
by us so much as doors into us.

we had hid
what we did
was not bad
it was good